Post by BeautifulDreamer on Jul 3, 2010 19:40:32 GMT -5
I was running down that some old road again. that road i've know since i was little. i knew every single last tree in the area. this trail throu the woods with the smell of pine and the sound of little foot steps folowing my own. i look back to see only tears in my eyes, for behind me was just a memory the, memory of our sad parting.
"Lea! Lea wait for me!" squeeked a little childs voice. the voice was playful and yet had a little bit of panic in it. i felt my own confusion of the panic in his voice as i turnd around with a little twil and stoped and waited for him.
"Well come on Ryan! your the guy aren't you suposed to be the faster one?" my own little childish voice squeeked out in a teasing yet loveing maner.
Thats right. i was only eight years old when we parted. my first love and i, me and my best friend, and the only persone who understood me.
i was a hyper little thing back then. so full of energy and never letting anyone know my true feelings. i never cryed infornt of anyone, never ever i was always stong and when i was sad you could never tell, becuse i was allways the one takeing the action. untill the next morning.
whenn Ryan cought up to me i waited for him to catch his breath just smiling the whole time untill an unknown tear swept across my face i quickly wiped it away before he stood back up and just grinned at him. Rya smiled right back up at me and gave me a little childish laugh and took my hand and started running again and took me to out hidding sopt.
ever since we were five we have come to this little spot in the park every forth of july to watch the fierworks in the best spot ever. a huge clearing filled with heathly looking grass and flowers, surrounded by beautiful pine trees. we plooped into the middle of the clearing and layed down on our backs to watck as the first fierwork was shot up into the sky above us. it was then when i began to speak my mind.
"hey Ryan?" i whisper to him turning my head to look at him.
"Hmm?" he says not turning his attention away from the beautiful color full sky.
"what would you do if one of us had to move away from the outher?" i said lightly and watch him as he turns his head to look at me again. then he hugged me.
"we will never be sepatated Lee (his nickname for me) we will be togather foever and ever!"
i giggle my childish giggle as i hugged him back, then i looked back up at the sky. then as the grandfanalie started to go off and we started to get up and dance around like the silly little kids we were, i took Ryan by surprise. just as the fireworks had stoped and we could hear our mothers calling our names i kissed him.he looked at me confused and surpised and i laugh lightly but i am still blushing.
"that is our promis kay? now you can never forget me nomatter what happens."
Ryan smiled at me kind of shyly but took my hand as we ran back over to our mothers. That was when my big mouth mother spilled out the news to Ryan. she was talking to his mother.
"well it is a shame we are leaving tomorrow morning. i really wigh we could stay here longer, but with Lea's father's new job we must move with him."
ryan looked at me his eyes wide again with suprise but they soon went to understaning for what i had asked erlier on. then i knew that the next day i would never forget nor would i forget this night.
that next morning i was stand next to my mother wilse she put my stuff in the car. Ryan and his mother pulled up to say there good byes just a little wile affter that. When ryan got out of the car and ran to give me a hug i started to cry for the first time infront of people. it wasn't just a little cry like a winning babby, i was really crying, crying so hard i couldn't hear the conforting words of my mother. i just clung onto Ryan and i was determand to never let go. my mother tried to pull me away and when i did i only cryed harder and when she put me in the back seat of the car saying every thing was going to be fine that ryan was going to wright to me and call me, but i heard nothing all i knew was that i was leaving and i would NEVER see ryan again. looking out the back window as we drive away i saw Ryans eyes fill up with tears and he began to chase our car, untill we finially turnd around the curve. That was the last time i ever saw ryan, and my parents. we got into a terrible car acidten when we were on the highway. daddy fell asleep at the weel when mama was all ready asleep and sadly so was i when a semi truck was found going in the oposite direction and strait at our car. it hit the front of the car head on and i was onlu goulted around and cut by a few pecies of stray glass from the windows. i was then sent to a foster home and i was addopted within the year by some foster parents and i now have a older brother and a younger sister who so helpfully is bouncing on me right now to wake me up from this nightmare of memories.
my latest prgect reading it made me cheer up a bit and get back to my old self then yet again made me remeber some bad times LOL so what do you think?
"Lea! Lea wait for me!" squeeked a little childs voice. the voice was playful and yet had a little bit of panic in it. i felt my own confusion of the panic in his voice as i turnd around with a little twil and stoped and waited for him.
"Well come on Ryan! your the guy aren't you suposed to be the faster one?" my own little childish voice squeeked out in a teasing yet loveing maner.
Thats right. i was only eight years old when we parted. my first love and i, me and my best friend, and the only persone who understood me.
i was a hyper little thing back then. so full of energy and never letting anyone know my true feelings. i never cryed infornt of anyone, never ever i was always stong and when i was sad you could never tell, becuse i was allways the one takeing the action. untill the next morning.
whenn Ryan cought up to me i waited for him to catch his breath just smiling the whole time untill an unknown tear swept across my face i quickly wiped it away before he stood back up and just grinned at him. Rya smiled right back up at me and gave me a little childish laugh and took my hand and started running again and took me to out hidding sopt.
ever since we were five we have come to this little spot in the park every forth of july to watch the fierworks in the best spot ever. a huge clearing filled with heathly looking grass and flowers, surrounded by beautiful pine trees. we plooped into the middle of the clearing and layed down on our backs to watck as the first fierwork was shot up into the sky above us. it was then when i began to speak my mind.
"hey Ryan?" i whisper to him turning my head to look at him.
"Hmm?" he says not turning his attention away from the beautiful color full sky.
"what would you do if one of us had to move away from the outher?" i said lightly and watch him as he turns his head to look at me again. then he hugged me.
"we will never be sepatated Lee (his nickname for me) we will be togather foever and ever!"
i giggle my childish giggle as i hugged him back, then i looked back up at the sky. then as the grandfanalie started to go off and we started to get up and dance around like the silly little kids we were, i took Ryan by surprise. just as the fireworks had stoped and we could hear our mothers calling our names i kissed him.he looked at me confused and surpised and i laugh lightly but i am still blushing.
"that is our promis kay? now you can never forget me nomatter what happens."
Ryan smiled at me kind of shyly but took my hand as we ran back over to our mothers. That was when my big mouth mother spilled out the news to Ryan. she was talking to his mother.
"well it is a shame we are leaving tomorrow morning. i really wigh we could stay here longer, but with Lea's father's new job we must move with him."
ryan looked at me his eyes wide again with suprise but they soon went to understaning for what i had asked erlier on. then i knew that the next day i would never forget nor would i forget this night.
that next morning i was stand next to my mother wilse she put my stuff in the car. Ryan and his mother pulled up to say there good byes just a little wile affter that. When ryan got out of the car and ran to give me a hug i started to cry for the first time infront of people. it wasn't just a little cry like a winning babby, i was really crying, crying so hard i couldn't hear the conforting words of my mother. i just clung onto Ryan and i was determand to never let go. my mother tried to pull me away and when i did i only cryed harder and when she put me in the back seat of the car saying every thing was going to be fine that ryan was going to wright to me and call me, but i heard nothing all i knew was that i was leaving and i would NEVER see ryan again. looking out the back window as we drive away i saw Ryans eyes fill up with tears and he began to chase our car, untill we finially turnd around the curve. That was the last time i ever saw ryan, and my parents. we got into a terrible car acidten when we were on the highway. daddy fell asleep at the weel when mama was all ready asleep and sadly so was i when a semi truck was found going in the oposite direction and strait at our car. it hit the front of the car head on and i was onlu goulted around and cut by a few pecies of stray glass from the windows. i was then sent to a foster home and i was addopted within the year by some foster parents and i now have a older brother and a younger sister who so helpfully is bouncing on me right now to wake me up from this nightmare of memories.
my latest prgect reading it made me cheer up a bit and get back to my old self then yet again made me remeber some bad times LOL so what do you think?
